Oh well, here I am on a train. I am about to embark on a new path. Gods plans are not mine. Fear beckons me - I do not want to feed in. Thats what I used to do .... very often... succomb to the fear. Now? patience, trust. I am so tired of saying "cautionsly optimistic"

I want to unfurl... unwrap.... decompress.... expand... move foward? is it true that the best is yet to come? I hope so..

Break it down to minutia... little pieces thats it.